Sometimes you wish for the impossible, because you know that it is impossible, it is improbable, it is unattainable. And you know that you know that it’s all for the sake of wishing and hoping and dreaming and nothing more. But there comes a point in your life where you might think that maybe, just maybe, if you really want something that badly, all of the universe will conspire to give you what that something is for you to be at least marginally happy.
But you didn’t know that in reality, all of it is just one huge stupid illusion — the whole universe will conspire for you to be happy shit is just one big marketing propaganda to sell Coelho’s book. No, the effin’ universe doesn’t care if you want something really really really bad, that you would go to the ends of the earth just so you could be with the person you really really really like, that you would pray every single day that those drawn plans will come true. The universe might even whack you upside in the head or deliver one mighty brain-dislodging slap to wake you up from all that incessant and useless dreaming. Reality check — dreams don’t come true and wishes are just said during effin’ birthdays just for the heck of it. Any dream or wish that comes true is just an anomaly, just a frikkin’ accident. There’s nothing more to it.
And so, because everything — all of it — is for naught, I will stop hoping. I will stop this useless wishing. I will quit all this exhausting and brain-taxing dreaming. Because dreams and wishes and hopes are just crap anyway. Sad reality? Yes, boohoohoohoo, so so so sad. But I gotta suck it up coz it’s frikkin’ fact of life. Eh … whatever.
Dahil lang ito sa post ni Alvin. Napag-isip tuloy ako.
nakuu! kelangan na bang patumbahin to ng alak? ha tinats? inuman na!!!
gagi, ayoko ng inuman. baka kung anong kakabalaghan na naman yan. baka may mang-away pa sa kin :p
wala lang ito, napanood ko lang sa pelikula :p
tingin ko me mga bagay nga na di mo makukuha, pero masyado namang negative at di na lang magpasalamat sa mga wishes/dreams/hopes na nakamit di ba? tama na maging selfish ng tao at buti nga nabibiyayaan minsan. (alas 2 na naman kase ng gabi. kaya ganitong mode ulit wahaha)
tina!!! ano nangyayari sa yo? balik ampalaya mode ka uli?
wehehehe ang pessimistic ah
anyways, can relate ako diyan and feel good books like coelho’s don’t appeal to me. they’re just so not true. all saccharine.
on the other hand, i just take what crap life brings my way. mas masaya kung wala kang expectations para di ka madisappoint.
@ meemax: sabihin ko na lang ulit dito ang sinabi ko sa yo sa tren kanina. ang sagot ko sa tanong na “glass half-empty or half-full ay fully empty”. wahehe. ang daldal mo, di tuloy nakatulog sa buong JR Yokohama Line na ride. drama lang yan, madrama lang akong tao.
@krotone: naaaah, di naman ako ampalaya :p sumusulat lang
kelangan ko lang siguro ng … ano nga kaya … bagong lens? napakabisyo netong si noodles :p btw, namimiss ko kayo bigla, si erika kasi eh 
@madam: no expectations, no disappointments. yan na ata ang mantra ko since bago pa ko umalis dyan. :p